TIME TO GO ON.

I can't concentrate because you are my distraction ,
I want to move but something holds me back
Even after knowing you have a fixed date ,
I tell you l can wait but  you too have a life ahead .
Maybe I should have kept trying
But I was scared to have my heart broken
And I also don't want to make you cry because you're one among few I respect and knew .
I try avoiding you for so long ,
Hoping you would fade along .
But , I realised trying to forget is same as remembering,
I ask myself why can't I stop thinking about you, why can't I erase you ?
Don't know which part of my mind you are in,you never leave.
Friends said you are not of my league ; 
but, I kept saying who cares if you think about me .
I fool around many time hoping it would give me some chance;
But , I reach your place so late.
Now ,here I stand all alone thinking of better days ,
I know I have to realise you are so far where i can't reach you or influence you ,
I know its time where I have to let go..